[Gonna re-post my last post for reference!]
She should know, of course. What her resonance might mean to some. She'd been there, after all. That night in the park. Felt the agony of a spirit processing precisely how he'd died. What horror had been visited upon him. He'd been searching for his dog and then Kiara - the dark eyed pagan with that sensation that feeds under your skin - and she'd stood there and been a witness to it.
Solemn and quiet and in the aftermath - she'd removed herself from the moment.
But right now - she simply looks at Kalen and the composition of his quiet response and feels - what - something, some semblance of things that aren't spoken out loud. Kiara listens to what she's told and it strikes some recognition in her the way her mouth firms; not cruelly; into a line. The way she studies Kalen's face with this unrelenting intentness for a beat. It's hard, that. Being scrutinized by the woman who reminds you of things you'd rather forget.
Her eyes tick away eventually, her smile doesn't quite ebb but she returns it to Grace and tilts her head; that dark hair slipping free like waves of dark water over her shoulders. "I suppose that depends on your definition of other worlds. I just mean - seen across, to the place where Callisto lives. My - we tend to think of it in other terms but I guess - the Umbra." She says it slowly, Kiara, there's a sense of great respect to it; the way the devoted might murmur their Gods names to invoke them.
"C'mon, I'll show you something."
She collects her coffee, inclines her head. "Kalen, you're welcome to tag along if you fancy."
Kalen Holliday
Kalen permits Kiara to stare into his eyes. He never felt the hunger that she and Alexander did; that particular threat he never faced in person. And he waits, patient and still, until she is finished her study. That stillness is broken not by turning from her but by sipping his coffee.
"There are a number of treatises on that subject, no few conflicting," he says, probably more for Grace than for Kiara, because as he continues something warmer threads through his tone. "Shall I make a formal request for them? Have you learned yet to read Latin?
"The summation of such as concerns your inquiry being whether the metaphorical ether the spirits inhabit is of a greater whole with ours or set apart can be rather a matter of interpretation. What I believe offered at moment should be a great deal more familiar than our last excursion. She is lovely, Callisto. I would suggest that you take the chance to see her."
Grace
"I'm sure I can make my computer read Latin for me," Grace says, "If you think it would help. I don't know though, I don't have a great track record at learning from your books."
Especially if they are written in Latin. Good grief, how old those books must be?
She takes a sip from her coffee and looks up at Kiara from the mug's brim. Of course she'll go with. Of course she'll be shown this thing. What seeker of the new wouldn't? So she slips away from the table.
"Like I would pass up such an offer, eh?"
Kiara
The snow has stopped falling outside. It sets the world into a pristine white kingdom; snow dusted treetops and melting (deadly) frost on the patio as Kiara slips back outside; zipping her coat back over her clothing. She's reclaimed her bag en route and wound Kalen's scarf tighter around her neck; the ends neatly folded and tucked into her outer layers.
The coffee is drunk and left on the ledge in favor of better balance as the Verbena weaves a path through the newly-fallen snow to toward the rocky outcropping that doubles as a ledge for the Node. Kiara moves to the left, then. Toward the overgrown fountain; crumbling stone thriving with tall weeds; they're dotted with snow too, though there's less in this corner where the tall shrubs have provided some scant protection against the weather.
She turns a small circuit, the brunette and then drops her bag down; squatting and tilting a smile up at Grace. "The way I do this will probably seem a little strange, but just - go with it." The smile widens for a beat before Kiara rises to her feet holding a small packet of what looks (and after a moment smells) like sandalwood and sage, mixed with something vaguely spicy. She moves in a circle; carefully setting four long sticks into the earth and flicking a lighter extricated from her bag. Rising, she motions to Grace (and, if he's so inclined, Kalen).
"Make yourself comfortable inside the circle. It helps when I'm invoking." Kiara draws back her sleeves, then and settles down on her knees; palms flat on her knees. There's silence as she faces the direction of the meditation pool. Nothing but the sound of the pagan's breathing and then a quiet chanting. Kiara saying something softly, under her breath.
Apparently, she's calling to the elements.
Kalen Holliday
Kalen follows them outside. He watches, curious, as Kiara begins her preparations. The Order advises caution in dealing with spirits, so much caution and so much preparation and so much ceremony. And Kalen knows that that caution and preparation and ceremony need not be exclusive of familiarity and affection, but in this he knows that he is advised to be so.
It is hardly the first point upon which he has deviated from the advised and the expected. His fascination with Callisto would certainly be enough to give some who once taught him pause. That he would, if pressed to name what The Message is call him friend...? There is a reason he has not requested those treatises in Latin, and it is much the same as the reason that he studies Kiara's preparation so closely.
And he does, quietly and calmly, step into the circle when she gestures.
Grace
Grace goes to get her coat. Apparently this is a thing that cannot be done from the inside, like normal people would. And she is not braving the snow in a t-shirt. At least she has a new scarf and everything, right? Her neck's going to be the warmest part of her. In fact, she pulls the scarf up over her nose and mouth before stepping through the door, coffee still in hand.
She rolls her eyes at this 'little strange' that Kiara speaks of. It's a shame that scarf is covering up her smirk. Something about that amuses her. She goes inside the circle, but apparently doesn't want to make herself comfortable. Sit down? In the snow? Be comfortable? In the cold? She puts her free hand in her pocket and drinks coffee with the other.
But she does watch. The habits of others when doing their thing can be so interesting. It's strange how it works. There's the thought of what Kiara thinks she's doing, and what Grace thinks she's really doing. And then, a thought of who's right? Probably both.
Kiara
[Open the Doorway, Spirit 1, let's take a peek across. -1 Practised, -3 Node, we might extend this too]
Dice: 2 d10 TN3 (1, 9) ( success x 2 ) [WP]
Kiara
[Once more! I think we'll go for at least 4 suxx.]
Dice: 2 d10 TN4 (2, 3) ( fail )
Kiara
[Ouch! Screw you paradox. -1 WP.]
Kiara
[Let's keep going.]
Dice: 2 d10 TN5 (3, 3) ( success x 1 ) [WP]
Kiara
[One last time.]
Dice: 2 d10 TN6 (6, 8) ( success x 3 ) [WP]
Kiara
[The universe is mean.]
Dice: 3 d10 TN6 (1, 6, 7) ( success x 2 )
Kiara
[Ouch.]
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (6, 6, 7, 10) ( success x 4 )
Kiara
It takes work.
There's a moment, after she begins that Kiara's will begins to crumble and she visibly tenses; the building energy surrounding the circle the trio are within seems to waver and ripple before, with a harsh breath and push of her will exerted -- that sudden sharp tugging at the Tapestry, the air itself being devoured, as if all the oxygen were sucked out of their circle -- before the sense ebbs and is replaced with -- wonder. Like a layer peeled back from the world in front of them; drawing in and over and the world seems -- brighter.
The trees are luminescent; the earth isn't simply snow covered but glittering; vibrant with life. Some skitter at the sight of them; others fluctuate as they stop and observe and then skim right out of reach and there, across the Node; her great coat gleaming as if rich with the stars themselves sits the great Callisto, the bear spirit who guards their source of greatest energy and renewal. She's a massive sight, the spirit, even at her ease. Over 7 feet of snowy white fur and a presence that seems almost transcendent; unfocused; as if some cosmic tuning where taking place.
She distorts then reforms; sits back on enormous paws and regards the Awakened as they behold her.
The world is the world but the doorway, as Kiara would deem it; opened. The outer layer shed and a deeper opened. There's a quality, to the other side, that their side lacks. A gleaming, unearthly presence. The world beyond the one they walk. The Verbena's chanting has stopped; though she remains as she is; eyes focused on the sight before her.
Her hold on the casting has been tenuous and Kiara seems intent on maintaining it long enough for Grace and Kalen to look across and take stock of the guardian where she sits; omnipresent in her domain.
Kalen Holliday
Kalen's curious study gives way to wonder when his perceptions shift. Shimmer. Gossamer threads and coccoons and-
No. Focus.
There is Callisto. He turns his eyes toward the great spirit-bear, wide and alight with wonder. He can still remember when he first met her. More than a year ago now, but the memory has remained sharp. Full of the taste of crisp, cool starlight and celestial heights and something he has never been able to Name.
Kalen smiles, and watches her. He can feel butterflies walking over his skin, the memories of them, the symbols of the them. They remind him that he needs to find time to study with Alyssa. That he needs to bring Trent his present. Should he bring Grace? I was partly her-
Grace.
He turns from Callisto to look at Grace looking at Callisto.
Grace
When the invocation to the elements ends, when the chanting ceases and the world stands before Grace, certain veils of perception removed, there's only one thing she can say: "Oh, shit."
Her eyes are wide and smiling as she looks out at Callisto, at the trees, at the Node which looks somehow even more watery than it used to. Everything looks so much more real than it truly is, which of course makes it all seem unreal. Grace doesn't just stare at the bear. It's as if she wants to catalog everything. When Kalen looks at her, she's looking at the stars peeking out from behind clouds.
And then, to the snow -- itself alive with the flow of energy. Then, to the bear now taking notice of all this magic going on.
"It's beautiful."
Kiara
Everything has a silvery sheen to it, looking across.
It's as if Kiara has worked to temporarily wipe condescension from the window between the Umbral planes and their side. The Gauntlet is thinner here, by the Node. The working, to stretch and encompass not merely her own perceptions but those of all within the circle has exhausted her. Her skin feels stretched tight; the whiplash of reality drawing back and pushing against her attempts to rework it.
She's paler than when she began; not simply for the chill to the air where they are. Still - her mouth parts in a smile as she takes in the sight of the bear spirit; listens to Grace's astonishment. Feels the vibration of her excitement near her. It feels like magic, in the moment, the subtle aroma of Kiara's incense burning around them; spirals of smoke rising in their respective corners; the ripple and roll of the edges to her casting.
The Verbena makes a noise of assent when Grace calls it beautiful.
"Yeah, it is. So is she." Kiara's eyes are on Callisto. The great bear is scenting the air much like a real bear would; a black nose twitching as she makes a low grunting and swings her weight around; prowling a little along the other side of the Node. The posturing is that of wary supervision. Kiara cants a look over her shoulder. "You can move around a little, if you want. Just don't break the circle." She takes a breath; discreetly wiping her hands along her jeans.
Kiara
[Condensation, not condescension, freaking auto correct.]
Kalen Holliday
Kalen remains mostly still. His head turns, his eyes sweep across the umbral landscape, but he does not really seem interested in movement within the confines of the circle.
His attention settles back, soon enough, on Callisto. He seems, for once, oblivious to the cold.
Grace
There should be more stars out tonight, Grace thinks. It's just not fair. Callisto looks like she belongs with stars.
Subconsciously, Grace begins to teeter her way back, away from the bear. Something about being suddenly presented with a very large polar bear like being seems to have struck a lizard-brain response in her.
Just don't break the circle
Right, okay. So maybe keep those shifting feet away from the edge. Grace doesn't know what will happen if the 'circle' is 'broken,' so. She stays. Her coffee gets sipped, without thought.
"How does that work?" she asks, as though Kiara might be able to explain in a way she'd understand. Probably not. But it does no good to never ask.
Kiara
"When you invoke the elements, you create a space." Kiara sits back, turning a little to face the others. They can see the strain the casting has had on her face, like this. She looks pale against the black of her coat; the dark waves of her hair standing out in greater contrast because of it. She seems alert, though. Her eyes don't seem dulled for the weariness working has had on her.
"I've drawn a - " The Verbena pauses; trying to frame the way her casting works. Translate it the way another might understand it. Especially one of Grace's ilk. " - it's like running a program inside a system that isn't native to it. In here," Kiara gestures around them. "It understands what I've asked it to do, out there - " She nods toward the edge, where the spirals of smoke still curl, burning down slowly. " - I haven't extended it to know. Once they burn out, or we step outside - " Kiara twists a little, looking back across at where Callisto is now resting; idly keeping watch on their small gathering; decided perhaps; that they pose no direct threat and resuming her respite.
" - It closes the door. It's easier, to close the circle from within."
Kalen Holliday
Kalen lets them discuss magic. He listens, certainly. But this time, for all he knows enough of cosmology to keep up with this discussion, he stays silent. He has seen the Umbra here, but not since he was in that Mindscape. He can remember this place, all too well, as empty and barren.
The Node gone, Callisto gone, everything coated in dust. How far had they all come? How far had he and Sid driven each other away? What had it cost them all?
And so, he watches Callisto. Tries to impress this memory over the others. Tries to bind this one with falling asleep with Alexander on the lounges in the rain, with Shoshannah brushing something over his closed eyelids. This world. Here. Perhaps not entirely now, but here and unruined.
Grace
"Hah! So like running a virtual machine? You're translating it for us inside. Cool," Grace says, grins over to Kalen. Kalen who is so distant right now. She smiles at him.
"I like her," she whispers, leans in so as to make it conspiratorial -- or to try to drag a smile out of him.
"This is so cool, Kiara. It's like another world, but it's really here too."
Kiara
For all that Sid and Kiara shared a commonality; shared aspects of the same understanding of the world; the way they perceived the World Tree and the quest to protect and nurture back the threads; they were very different creatures housed beneath the branches of their Tradition. Had they ever met, this might have seemed even more pronounced. For as much as Ms Woolfe carried a great reverence for the craft, for the working and protection of what the Verbena held dear -- she opposed just as much of it.
Boundaries laid down by generations before needed, in her own presumption of them, to be broken down; not rebuilt. There was so much, as they saw now, so much more to be known. The old ways were thus for good reason and it was the modern age; the adopted, brought under the re-imagined Verbena's wings, that helped them prosper after the Burning Times. Her mentor's people; her former coven, would not have approved Kiara's translating for another not of their midst.
But then, the Dreamweavers had always gone their own way. Pushed the acceptable into new dimensions. It's there, in the curling of her lip; the gleam in her eye before she winks at Grace that solidifies she's doing just that -- making her own path. Etching into the earth Kiara Woolfe's variation on what it meant -- connection.
Kalen is quiet; lost to memory and the moment and Kiara lets him be; lets the Umbra speak to him as it will. She carefully gets to her feet, brushing herself down. "It's always here. It's just -- " She tilts her head, the corner of her mouth giving into some expression of pleasure. " -- learning how to see it." She looks over, taking in Callisto, the softly shaking treetops; the glimmer of the water; the hazy glow of the Umbral reflection. "There's somuch there, though. So many things we can't see. Half of them I only know about in theory," Kiara's brows knit. There's a wistfulness, a yearning to her voice for a moment.
"I think if we could still walk there the way we used to be able to, we'd see things differently. But - " She shakes it off; shrugs thin shoulders. " - times change."
Kalen Holliday
"Has any of us ever told you about The Message?" Kalen asks. "And by extension, our adventures in the Umbra?" His eyes stay on Callisto. "Perhaps not, those were not, as such, the best of times. But The Message is rather remarkable."
Grace
"Yes, we've been to the Umbra before. But it didn't look like this. It didn't look like our world at all," Grace says, and there a memory sparks. Kalen was there. He told her, 'welcome to the Umbra'. He still couldn't walk right back then. And she was still so new.
"It sort of... hurt a bit. But we all managed. Maybe if we ever see him again, we could ask him how he does it."
She ventures a look above, into clouds that do not merely obscure the sky, but seem to roil like you'd expect clouds to -- like they were fluid living things.
Kiara
Kiara tilts her head; breath misting a little as she does toward Kalen. "Grace might have mentioned it once, I think." There's an edging smile there, directed the Virtual Adept's way, as Kiara's hands find sanctuary from the bite in the afternoon air in her pockets. The sun is dipping lower now, late afternoon drawing out hues of orange and gold into the horizon, soon enough -- though perhaps not quite quickly enough for them to glimpse them through Umbral skies -- the stars will be out, winking through the cloud cover.
"I wish I'd been there to see it."
It's honest, that. For all that Grace mentions it had hurt, crossing the Gauntlet; being pressed and pulled apart on the journey. Kiara's heard stories from others, about the things that can go wrong, the ways an avatar can be torn apart trying to cross over. Folklore, some of it, probably. Truth to much of it, undoubtedly. The Verbena tenders hair behind her ear as she moves to carefully drop down into a squat beside one of the burners. The ash has scattered around the base and the amber glows faintly as it nears the end of its life.
"It's nearly time," she offers quietly and glances toward the other side of the Node; where Callisto's great eye is open; regarding them. Her enormous side rising and falling in her recumbency. Kiara's lips move, she mouths something and the air around them seems to shimmer -- it holds, for a moment, the casting, the Umbral reflection around them and then, slowly, it begins to recede; the silvery glow; Callisto; the otherworldly tinge to everything begins to fade as if a literal curtain were dropping.
The incense burns itself out; snuffing into a whirl of smoke on four sides and Kiara's soft chanting tapers out likewise. She pushes herself to her feet. Looking across to where there's now just empty snow-touched earth, but where altered perception tells Grace and Kalen Callisto remains, watching them from the other side.
Kalen Holliday
"The first place we were was actually rather beautiful. Dangerous, perhaps, but incredible. Mountains and a glorious sky. And The Message is...he is not an Angel, but he is angelic. It was a little sad, the way that he died, except that he didn't, exactly. Just transformed and became what he is. Which is...like but unlike a ghost? I don't know. I don't think there is another like him.
"Granted, Nephandic cemeteries were a little creepy, and I'm not fond of bodies of water than puddles in general, so even after that thing was no longer in control of that place the river of souls still unnerved me a bit, but...when it was the land of the dead as the land of the dead is meant to be it was rather peaceful.
"He's something, though. The Message. Hopefully you'll have a chance to meet him one day."
Grace
Grace is still staring at everything as the scenery changes, and the curtains drop again. She washes away the disappointment that it's all over with a sip from her mug.
"Callisto was pretty. I'm glad I got to see her finally. Thanks."
Kiara
She stands; a collection of burned offerings in hand as Kalen speaks; pushing the fall of her hair aside; looking across at him with an expression that was a mixture of interest and uncertainty. Some hint of bemusement when he mentions Nephandic cemeteries being unsettling. "I'd have guessed they wouldn't be a thrill," this, with a twisting smile; a glance around as she collects her bag and carefully zips it up; slings its weight over a shoulder and casts Grace a brief little expression -- contained acknowledgement; understanding.
"Anytime. It's great out here." She lifts her chin, the Verbena; the profile she offers is appealing; the cut of her jaw; the slope of her nose. She's an odd juxtaposition at times, the brunette. Seemingly delicate but with a thread of something harder; harsher; inside. A curling, contrary nature. She breathes in carefully, looks out over the Node and then nods back toward the illuminated house behind them.
"Coffee?"
Kalen Holliday
"Sure." Kalen turns and heads back toward the House. The coffee he made will be cold by now, but they can make more. "Alexander is translating the journal he kept, the Archmage whose last spell consumed the last of his life and then merged with shards of the Avatar storm and became The Message. If there are parts about the places he's been in the Umbra, I will see that you have the chance to see them."
Grace
Kalen speaks of The Message, explains how the being came to exist. It sounds so academic when he says it like that. But then, he can be academic when he wants to be.
Snow is beginning to creep in under her shoes. She's just now aware of that, after the wonder of Kiara's vision.
"Yes. We'll make sure. I made a promise that I'd share that book with everyone. Not that I needed to, but still," Grace says, heading to the door with quick but shuffling steps.
Kiara
"I'd like that," Kiara collects her empty coffee cup as they reach the patio; stamping snow off the edges of her boots where its gathered beneath her heels. "Thank you," she unzips her jacket as they shuffle back inside; warmth curling into their bones; it's a little startling; it prickles, after a length exposed to the winter's air outside.
Kiara shakes her hair loose of snow; plucking her gloves off and stowing them into the pockets of her coat as she hangs it up. "I was thinking I might stay out here a night or two every now and then. Get to know the area a little better." The edge of the Verbena's mouth draws up as she cuts a look back out the way they'd come.
"Maybe even commune with Callisto a little, if she's willing to."
There's a beat; Kiara's gaze slips between Kalen and Grace. "Assuming that would be okay, of course. I don't want to step on any toes."
Kalen Holliday
"No. You're welcome. People have lived here. Shoshannah did. Sid kept a room here. Pan stayed here for a couple months. I spent a week here after I escaped the hospital once. It's...actually kind of empty-seeming now that no one is living here.
"There's...food and alcohol and pretty much everything you'd need. I really should get around to picking up more things for when people crash here less expectedly.
"And, if you need anything, or get bored, Grace and I have our office not far from here. We technically have other homes, but we're not so often in them. So, one or both of us are generally close by."
Grace
"Yeah, nobody's going to care if you decide to stay. This is like, an everybody thing."
Grace decides that most things are everybody things, but that is Grace. She has a tendency to decide that other people's things are everybody things too sometimes.
"I lived here for a while. We were hiding from Thakky, and it was safer."
Kiara
More names for faces she's never known. Two she's at least heard before, one earlier today as a matter of fact, the other, the first Kalen mentions is unknown to the brunette. Kiara heads for the kitchen, sets her cup down in the sink and rinses it out with a meticulousness born more of consideration of what Kalen says than anything.
Turns and leans her weight against it, hands bracing the sink. The afternoon light is cutting in behind her; casting a strange halo over the crown of the Verbena's head, sinking the hollows of her eyes into shadow. The dip of her shoulders. "I don't really mind the solitude so much, being closer to nature is good for me, anyway, besides - " Here she lifts her face, Kiara, cants her head toward the empty rooms behind them.
"It's probably not the world's worst idea to have someone here. Just in case." She quirks an eyebrow. "I promise not to go through anyone's underwear drawer."
Kalen Holliday
Kalen turns to Grace. "And this is why there are still Easter eggs somewhere in this house. No one is committed to opening everything."
He turns back to Kiara. "It isn't bad, I'm just used to someone living here. It seems odd because I never expect it to seem unlived in. If it had always been empty, I don't think I'd really notice it was empty."
Kalen starts water boiling on the stove again. For yet more coffee.
Grace
"Oh, Kalen. Those candies will rot, you know. Am I going to have to run a scan on the place for egg-shaped plastic objects? For real?"
She knows he's probably joking. But probably is different from certainly.
She also knows there is a puzzle box on the table that's only halfway solved. And now that she's figured out part of the pattern, it should be simple, right? She sits at the table with it, keeping Kalen silent company as he makes coffee, her coat still on (because somebody wants to warm up after their little stint outside).
Kiara
There are questions Kiara wants to ask. They're there, on the tip of her tongue as she watches Kalen go about the process of brewing fresh coffee. Where these people were, that had once lived here but did no longer. Were they lost, were they still in the city, had they, like she had once, run away from something haunting their footsteps and dogging them, even in their dreams.
She doesn't, at least, not today.
Not as the afternoon light wears down into dusk; as they settle with refilled cups and the Verbena, at least, recuperates after her casting by the Node. Little by little; hour by hour, color will return to her cheeks, the shadows under her eyes will lessen. She'll take to exploring, Kiara, to venturing up the stairs and into bedrooms heavy with dust and disuse. She may, at some point, pick one as a potential bedroom on the nights she does stay over.
Not tonight, that being said. There's still a Virtual Adept to return home. Kiara has obligations to keep but it's a start. A beginning and she's not unaware that the wind that had been swirling and howling outside her apartment all the morning before she left for Grace's now seems silent.
Satiated, at least briefly. Onward and onward, Woolfe.
Kiara
[Yay, thank you for the scene, guys! And for letting me practice my magic-y stuff.]